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The Girl

Doris Yue
19th Dec 1986
Free Thinker
NTU Undergrad
Not a shoppacholic but i find this skin nice :)

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

Love vs Like

i was surfing flowerpod and came across this.. :)

All you people who say, "I love you" when you have no
clue what love is exactly! What is love? When we claim that it's
love that we have for someone, are we correct?
Something to ponder upon...

are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your
voice caught within your chest?
it isn't love, it's like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't love, it's lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't love, it's loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't love, it's loyalty.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's low confidence.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't
want to hurt them?
It isn't love, it's pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't love, it's friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a lie.
are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't love, it's charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
then it's love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's love.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation
pulls you close and holds you there?
Then it's love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without
regret?
Then it's love.
Would you allow them to leave you , not
because they want to but because they have to?
Then its love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then
it's love.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we
love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

so is it true? lol. :))

- after pondering, its time i should change! ;) -

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7:58 PM




Saturday, June 23, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

-

holiday starts n i kinda bored rotting at home.. but still my blog was dead. don haf the feel lah. seems like updating the same thing.. =/ i've got nothin to do.. seems like wasting my time away while people mayb complaining dey got no time n busying. i knew there are better things for me to do.. like go take up some reading, jogging or pack my room? but my hands jus don work. shiats. who wan to motivate me? =x everyday i woke up, i jus on my com n stare. play maple. watch finish the attracting drama le.. waiting for rainie yang new drama to upload every week. maple having some event so at least i got some drive to play for long.. else. but it do see my mood lah. i hates staying at home and got nothin to do, got things to do its ok.. else leading to high tendency of having nonsense thoughts etc its gosh. i cant poss msg my frens for entertainment, as everybody is having their own life. a time to learn the independence and work on my youth life. i dowan waste my time. WILL TRY HARD. omg! *shakes* ok shall stop complaining.. lets have some updates. only update info of outing bah. the rest will be bored.

on fri 15 june. met up with val at town for lunch, she had 2 interviews on tat day. eric came over later. shop ard. ard 5pm, val got facial appt at new york skin solutions. i tot of joining as theres nth to do, so tot of relaxing myself.. in the end i sign up their facial course - 11 sessions at 420$. sob.. beauty needs money and nurturing. eric went home first. after meet up with him, jarrich and cg, had dinner at bali lane and off we pick up xueting and chaimeng and headed to orchard partyworld. finally i got my wish to go k. lol. but it isnt enuf! hehe. quite a fun night and we create a mess b4 leaving. LOL. water spilled accidently by val, and i got choked by drinkin water n makin a 2nd mess another time. omg. haha. end at 330am and headed home.

the next day, the guys helping out in ndp.. so rot the whole day till at night met up with them for supper at hougang hk cafe. sun went jogging at bishan with eric, kiap, pk, meng, jar and val. ate the famous chicken rice dere and headed to kiap hse n down to suntec. saw david dere. dinner at suntec foodcourt. we all ordered the same thing. lol. actually plan to eat bie foo. but kiap was fascinated by the curry when we walked pass fc. nice. they had a full meal with reasonable price. :)

tue 19june. my parents came back. so i went changi airport to meet them. had lunch and home, feeling tired and went to nap. later met up with cg, jar and val at amk hub for dinner. guess wad they bot me? clothes? nah. a stitch toy, where u pull a string, the hands and legs will shakes. LOL! -.- but i guess when i'm bored or stress it can come to a good use. haha.

the following day mood swing. -.- when one get mood swing, negative thoughts comes in.. faint. seeked but failed. roar. so find the right one else jus don find any. ><"

thur went ah ma house with mommy, bring over the snacks she bought from tw den head down to orchard. i went to recruit express to apply for job. but i noe its hard lah, as i only have one mth left. perhaps dey find me a 1 or 2 day or mayb road shows? haha. dinner and shop at far east and homed.

sat 23june - rot again till ard 9 met up with val, cm and cg n went tm crystal jade for dinner. i had desserts as i had dinner le. kiap came meet us, followed by eric and jarrich then we went loyang tua pek gong. dey go bai bai while i sit aside as mommy ask me nt to bai, not cos my family are christians, she jus told me she rather i don go bai anything den rather anyhow bai. no offence. :) mr pk still got 1hour more b4 he can leave camp so we went pasir ris int after tat, some of dem went buy food to eat first. later head to fetch pk at selerang camp den down to punggol for supper. homed at 2 plus. sigh, haven been sleeping well this few days.. i duno why.. the uneasy feeling came again.. its on and off de.. at times i do fear tat feeling, its unbearable. like some intuition that dere mayb ppl ard me having probs. *choy* hope all are fine. :)

thats about all lor. today rot lor. tired but cant get to nap. >< maple and read up basics theory book. ps its so wordy again.. take care peeps. :))

`ciao

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5:19 PM




Friday, June 15, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

Updates..

yawns... the unusual me woke up at 9 in the morning today? >< lol.. n i slept at 1 plus to 2 yest night.. something mus be wrong.. as normally the 'girl' always woke at 12pm... nobody at home i tot i could have sleep longer.. hahaha.. parents went overseas, will only be back on 19june.. bro in army.. so poor miss yue will be home alone lor.. sob. so people do date me or entertain me? LOL.

today actually will be household chore day for me.. but mr sky seems to be sad.. so i haf to postpone the washing. =/ she seldom do housework, duno how to cook, wash clothes etc.. ponder? m i useless? or i future to be tai tai. oops. aiya.. i noe la.. i shld learn how to do all this.. just that i'm lazy and i have a wonderful mom. i'm felt sorry actually. its becoming a habit le. but i noe it isnt right. i cant possibly close one eye all the time. sigh. but its jus smth in me tat stops me from doing.. =/ i really wanted to do smth about "it".. but... i am not young anymore... sigh.. who can help me? at times i really wanted to find people to chat.. having some people in my mind.. but... i don like that feeling.. haha nbm la. perhaps i have a high emotional intelligence? lol. but i'm soft too. bleahs.

cheers to my official start of holidays for about 1mth n a few days? though bit short. but wanna enjoy to the fullest and give myself a real break.. i tink i need a break to sort out myself.. emo have been 'haunting' me. eeks. things happen down the road have been tiring for me. i want to find myself back, the radiance i once had. exploring that there are actually beautiful things tat do actually exist. perhaps i do need a ear to listen to my craps or a shoulder at times. LOL.

nah. shall not think. i wan find a job! hehe. tis morning may called ask whether i wanna work, but the place she told me was 'little india', timing afternn to 11pm. i rejected. =x shall go see see later.. heh. mr sky please don be sad... lol.. i need some income.. to enjoy do need some money yea? lol wanna learn driving too.. :)

contented with my results, exam yest was fine too. surprisingly, i went to send darryl off the day before my exam and slept 2 hrs n went to take the exam. lol.. darryl! bon voyage. don miss me! heh.

ok shall haf a brief update on the past weekends.. sat went to eric, kiap and jarrich commissioning parade. CONGRATS! felt happy and proud for them. cheers. after we had fish n co at IMM, den went golden mile for pool, balestier for supper and homed. sun actually should be studying but mood forbids me to. so i went out. met val, eric, pk, meng, jarrich n cg at marina.. walk around, had dinner at 'bie foo' - 4 chili ordered. LOL. its hot. stroll around after dinner and homed.

thats about all.. haha.. will upload the photos soon. =P yawns..

`ciao

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9:47 AM




Friday, June 08, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

徐若瑄 - 好眼泪坏眼泪 MV



我曾 认真 试爱着一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我等 我问 未来何时发生
他只是给我一个吻
快乐 我哭 是因为你的手
曾答应带我向前走
难过 我哭 是因为我的手
找不到你说的 以后
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只不过 在你不再爱我了以后
像坏的眼泪慢慢流
快乐 我哭 是因为我付出
得到你温柔的答覆
难过 我哭 是因为我认输
你的心永远留不住
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
有好的笑容陪着我

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7:57 PM






♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

江美琪 - 爱哭鬼 MV



我爱哭 
大声的哭 
你在身边我敢放肆的哭
电影感人 
听情歌我都会哭
我爱哭 
偷偷的哭 
你清楚却伤我那么离谱
几句话语 
我的泪却止不住
你说分手时候 
彷佛早就想清楚
留我一个 
躲在角落 
来不及哭 
只能傻住
我是爱哭鬼 
我要哭掉对你的思念
看着镜子里面没志气的脸 
然后越哭越后悔
我是爱哭鬼 
我要哭掉对你的依恋
我也知道自己 
这样子不对
却还越哭越认真的 
为谁
我不哭 
我不敢哭 
哭只会让视线变得模糊
视线模糊 
记忆却会更清楚
你说分手时候 
彷佛早就想清楚
留我一个 
躲在角落 
来不及哭 
只能傻住
我是爱哭鬼 
我要哭掉对你的思念
看着镜子里面没志气的脸 
然后越哭越后悔
我是爱哭鬼 
我要哭掉对你的依恋
我也知道自己 
这样子不对
却还越哭越认真的 
为谁
我是爱哭鬼
我要哭掉对你的思念
看着镜子里面没志气的脸
然后越哭越后悔
我是爱哭鬼
我要哭掉对你的依恋
我也知道自己
这样子不对
却还越哭越认真的
可悲

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7:42 PM




Tuesday, June 05, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

Last week. sians~~!

nothing much la. schooling and rotting. fri i went running in the morning. lol. surprising? i ask mr meng to acc me. thanks buddy. after tat went sch to meet mingfen and wenling to do our proj. sians. we are all trying to put our best in le lah. cos we all basically don haf the mood to do things.. more of holiday mood. jiayou! its finishing soon. close one eye. heh. completed my journal le. anyhow la.. lolx.

next thur morn i having my exam. haven really start study. lecturer say he will gif us tips on last lecture, hope it helps. but how we reflect, think and write is another prob too. sigh. pls, jus gif me a S for the paper? prays.

exam results releasing on this fri too. *pray also* =/ today i have lecture on stress. i think i am undergoing a certain amount of stress. lol. nah - everything will be fine. hopes.

sat met wenqiang in the evening to pc show and have dinner. then met eric, cg, jar, darryl, val, xueting and joy at bugis later. joy left and followed by meeting up with kiap, pk and wen after some time at suntec. aiya long story, cut short. ended up went amk play pool/eat n homed around 2 plus lo. nothing much.

sun went punggol collect mine and yh's bag den went suntec to meet up with pk, kiap, darryl and cg.. its much more ppl as compared to sat lor. -.-" but the time i reached they finished buying le. lol. went carls jr eat, chit chat and homed around evening.

thats about all.

`thanks to those who came to ask about me, listen to my craps and encouraging me. :))

- couples need two hands to clap, so do friends -

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8:29 PM




Monday, June 04, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

好听 MV



你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静 静静
是再也不去理

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7:05 PM




Sunday, June 03, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

阿沁 - 其实还爱你 MV



我讨厌 阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

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8:03 PM




Friday, June 01, 2007

♥ ever thine, ever mine, ever ours ♥

Byul


-

The wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room, the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
They wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me.

Don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep.

Though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
Though my tears blur my vision,
But I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get.

Even though our happy times were short, but I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever.

My dream is coming. Though it is unusual that my one star is bright
It is very bright, even blinding.. It comes down to my shoulder.
Stop being so sad.. It holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug.

Though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
Though my tears blur my vision, but I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get.

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever.

Only for today, I won't cry
Though my eyes fill with tears
But I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever.

<3

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9:35 PM