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everything seems messed up and out of my control...

with a little of dejavu...

despite trying hard, its still not easy to struggle and balance...

its getting tired...

that i need a breather...

i'm so sorry to some peeps with my sudden moodswing or what so ever attitude...

perhaps what some of my friends said was right...

or jus plain silly me here still not awake from dreamland...

i really dont know...

everything changing...

truth vs lie...

that's life.

i miss the days and the fun...

i miss some friends...

envious with certain surroundings...

but it do make me ponder at times who are the true ones standing by...

all and all, its still just words...

i'm not strong as it seems...

at times its jus putting up a brave front...

facing them optimistically...

well, life's still goes on...

a change need to come...

for now...

i just need some time to sort out...

and try to focus on my school stuffs... zzz

exam is just less than 1 month away...

fear. lost.

jiayou 'girl'!


人生有时候让我们常常欺骗自己。

i'll be fine.. =)

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